A note to mum, Well another day goes by it doesn't get any easier. I am finding it very hard to not have you here at a time when every girl needs her mum. I know that life goes on but I am just so devastated and sad that you are not here to help me, to love me and to guide me. I know deep down that you have had a helping hand in sending a bundle of joy from heaven to help ease the pain for us all. I just so wish that you could be here to share it with us. I can actually picture you in my head telling everyone the good news and being so proud. All my love mum and not a minute goes by when I don't think of you you are the bestest mum ever. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx