Another note to mum, Well counting down the days now untill I become a mum. I'm missing you more than ever at the moment because I'm thinking a lot about how you must have felt when you were expecting each one of us and how much you loved us. I would give everything I have just to have you here to share my excitement and to help guide me in a way that mums do when their kids are expecting. It only feels like yesterday when I was in your room with you and you were talking about where you would put a cot. I can just imagine us both dragging dad around the shops and boring him to tears with baby stuff. I only hope that I can be half the mum that you were to me and I know that if I even manage to be half that I will be a good mum. I know that you will be here around me when it comes to the big day mum and I only hope that I am as brave and strong as you. I know that you will be with me all the way. Love you soooooo much and not a day goes by when you are not in my thoughts. Love your baby